| Location | Liverpool |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 2003 |
| Date of Death | 2003 |
| Visitors | 3,485 since 25/07/2007 |
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Jack Sean Patrick Smith
19th January 2003
Born Sleeping
I would like to say to you all that even though I am not on as often that you are still in my thoughts along with all your loved ones and little angels.
I Had a lot of problems whilst I was carrying Jack, I started to bleed when I was about 9 weeks pregnant. it was off and on until I was about 26 weeks. I was told by my doctors at 30 weeks that everything was fine and it should be plain sailing from here on in.
I was due to start my maternity leave on 16th December and on that morning as I was getting ready to go to work I had another large bleed. When I arrived at the hospital they did not know why it was happening. They said that they may deliver me. I was at this point 34 weeks.
The doctor who was on call said they would leave it up to my consultant to decide.
Although there was no more bleeding they kept me in for a few days then sent me home. On the 14th January I had my appointment with my consultant. I told the doctor about all my fears of losing my baby and he dismissed them I was over anxious, even when I asked him to do a c-section he told me I did\\\\\\\'nt warrant it.
He said what Ill do is bring you in on the 20th January and start you off. His last words to me was dont worry mum second baby your as safe as houses.
I will never forget them words for as long as I live.
On the 18th January I got up in the morning and said to my hubby ste I\\\\\\\'ve got to go the hospital something wrong. He tried to reassure me. I knew my baby had gone.
When I got to the hospital and they confirmed it they doctor said I\\\\\\\'m so sorry there\\\\\\\'s no heart beat I just screamed.
They started me off at 38 weeks it took me 18 hours before my labour even started.
Jack Sean Patrick smith was born asleep on the 19th January at 19:15 and he weighed 5lb 3oz.
I brought Jack home overnight to hello and goodbye as my other 2 sons had to realise that Jack had to go to heaven. They were expecting to have a new baby brother. They still always talk about Jack and tell anyone who will listen about their baby brother in heaven. I have had 2 more children since losing Jack they were born 5 weeks early and was in special care for a month. My daughter was a bit more ill than my son she was on a ventilator as i nearly lost her but that is another story.
I Love this site as it helps me say things to Jack that I want to say to him but can\\\'t.
Everyone who visits his page and lights him a candle I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
A tiny bud lent not given, born on earth to bloom in heaven.
The Angel of Life wrote down his birth and whispered as she closed her book \\\\\\\"too beautiful for earth\\\\\\\"
happy 8th birthday to my sweet baby
happy birthday Jack, not a day goes by when I don't think of you my little man. especially last thing at night. you are always talked about even by your brother and sister who came after you left. your older brothers have told them all about you hun, so you see you do live on in our hearts and you will never be forgotten.
We love you so so much Jack
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love mummy and daddy
Happy 8th Birthday!!
Well its that time again little man, you're 8 now and it still feels like yesterday. It still hurts just as much now as it did then Jack. Have a lovely day with the angels little man and save me a piece of cake :D
Love and miss you more than you know xxxxxxxx
i give you this one thought to keep
i am still with you-do not weep
i am a thousand winds that blow
i am the diamond glints on snow
i am the sunlight on ripened grain
i am the gentle autumn rain
when you awaken in the morning hush
i am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight
i am the soft stars that shine at night
do not think of me a gone....
I AM STILL WITH YOU IN EACH NEW DAWN.
Missing You!
Hey little man! I hate this time of year so much! It always brings home that you aren't here with us.
Hope wherever you are in the sky tonight little man you are watching over us all xxxx Love you baby! xx
i light this candle and fill it with love to help to light your way above...sweet dreams little one.sorry im not here as often as id like but im having problems logging on but you and your family are always in my heart.
Oh mummy I'm having so much fun,
I sing and play all day,
the angels are trying to teach me to skip,
but my wings keep getting in the way!.
I checked in on you last night,
and I saw that you were sad,
I gave you a little angel kiss,
so you wouldn't feel so bad.
I also visited daddy last night,
and I saw his heart was broken,
so I leaned in and in his ears,
these words were softly spoken.
Daddy I'm still close to you,
close your eyes and you will see,
I'm in every tear you cry,
because I know how much you love me.
So now precious mummy and daddy,
you know that I am safe,
I will always walk beside you both,
whatever the time or place.
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JUST DROPPED IN TO SAY GOOD NITE SO SNUGGLE UP NICE AND WARM FOR THE NITE.
NITE NITE
SWEET DREAMS
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From Your Big Brother
Dear jack the last verst i wrote you a letter and lots of people readed it evryyone is missing you i am happy we always have fun i am comeing to your grave soon my sister didnt know you until we told her even the babys all of them really miss you
love stephen
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